Since my last post and Im not about to make it 30 so here I am, almost 3 in the AM. woke up, cant sleep now. I went and had some dinner with amy, studying, you know, casual stuff..but it was amazing. We chill like a couple buddies, best friends. Thats the kind of stuff Im looking for. Past few weeks the rents have been gone on a trip and Im holding up pretty well, nothing to really speak of, just a few hang outs here and there. I like making a fire to sit around mostly. I have some plans this weekend to do the work with lones (raid the fountain in the mall for its change) and perhaps do some weilding to make a sled pull. Enough said. Fuck this, Im going to sleep.

Current Location: Desk
Current Music: Ray

hanging in the back of my car, windows down, (pstcc parking lot). Past few weeks have been great for me, i havent wrecked my car in over 3 months, im paying off my debt to my parents real well so my mom has been off my ass about kicking me out. Working alot (papa johns..sausage&olives). Just now good fishing weather, really excited about that. planning a few summer trips, which is kinda stressful, but nonetheless are gonna make my summer amazing. Lones wont stop texting me. hung out with Amy, my girlfriend, lastnight, studying up some stats. Small stuff like that really makes my week worth thinking back on. Tonight? the new office comes on at 9. Cannot wait. later!
snakes

Current Location: in my fucking car, maaaaan.
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: ive been thinking about you, the london beat.

So yeah, its been about a week straight that i've been totally outta my damn mind on some sleep. Usually about 3-5 hours a night, its 15 til 1 right now and I have no notion about going to sleep at this point. Its looking like 3 tonight, gonna need some food. Its a perpetual cycle that I feel like is shaving off my health a small piece at a time. Ive started to listen to alot of girl music and I think its a side effect of the sleep sched. All I can play is robotic metal drumming though, very strange. I stay up for hours playing, I don't understand it at all. Extenze on right now. Thats how you know its late, but its not really.
Okay, my girl? completely amazing. Why? well, i hardly get to see her, but I get real giddy around her. Like a small boy. Like a small boy whose found a golden ticket in his chocolate bar. Perhaps he found a... well, that first one sums it up very well. She makes me laugh, because shes funny and also because of things shes totally not aware of. Its great. Slept over the other night, didn't really feel like sleeping though. Yes, of course its great waking up to her and all that stuff, but i wake up and wanna stay with her all day if I could. Love it.
This weekend should be nice, spring break starts for me, my birthdays coming up in 18 days, (amy keeps count for me), birthdays are her thing. Im not even really looking forward to them for some reason. I just wanna be with my friends and mostly Amy. I get real love sick through the week, sleeping in my car haha. Next weekend is gonna be "the slam dunk", mostly because were gonna get together at Mar's house and have a little championship of cards, have a few, and at the end of the night? romance my girl till the break of dawn. haha okay, i'm joking about that last one. Sleeping over though, cuddling and all that jazz, def my fav thing to do. Thats what im looking forward to.
See?! This is getting real long and I have no intention of stopping right now. Whats happened to me? Im about to practice, and that means for hours on end. 8:30 tomorrow, school, statistics to be clear. Only 2 more days this week of stats and im done for a good while. well, cya.

Current Location: practice room
Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: chuck ragan, ryan adams

chillin on another 3 and a half hour break that i have this semester just like las semester. pretty sure i dont know how to search for friends on livejournal, probably why i dont have many. this weekend was tight as fuck. parents outta town, had my friends over, my girl, incredible. pretty sure you have classes right now amy, so i cant come to your dorm and hang out on my massive break. okay, im gonna walk across campus and avoid making eye contact with anyone, because im not in the mood today.

Current Music: mostly metal

well, okay. girlfriend got us in for free, no lines in the cold. Once we got in, I actually was standing right next to David Brocke (Oderus Urungus) and got to talk to one of the slaves! dreams came true tonight for me. Ate some good dinner just enjoying looking at my girlfriend, laughing and kissing a little bit. Im a huge softy for her, i know. Gwar of course put on a stunning performance, my 3rd time. so yeah..tonight? well...amazing.

Current Music: gwar.

Whats there to say about a wednesday afternoon? I just got home from classes and built a fire. Im going into hibernation mode despite all the homework I have. My girl is sick, went to see her on my big break. My break wasnt near long enough since i had to race to get there and speed to get back just as the role was being called in my class. I noted on the way that i was side by side with a train, racing somewhat, but the train wasnt going very fast. This did make me feel badass since i crossed over the tracks on my usual route to school. Im addicted to hanging out with her though for real. im going to smoke my pipe for a bit, enjoy the sun thats out, and maybe get to some reading done.

Touring the the mountains, looking at deer, being with my girl, listening to my favorite music. awesome day. fished last night, i need to study, my weekend is half over. thats all.

was amazing. I mean, my favorite time of year, walking around with my girl thinking
this is exactly what makes me the most happy. Today? pretty cool, made some money,
Lones and I went to walmart, took some spinnerbaits, I ate mcdonalds while we shopped.
Got a free pizza from papa johns, went to my practice space and ate it while we watched
the mothman prophecies. I smoked a whole pack of cigarettes by myself tonight. Lones
watched, im slightly disoriented from deadlifting several hundred pounds+mcdonalds+
papa johns+ cigarettes and so forth. I am going to tape the phone to my head so ill be
able to answer it when my party animal of a girlfriend calls me in the wee hours of the AM.
Love it.

Current Location: bed
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Lack of color, death cab

i want guitar hero, and a sims game for my DS.
basically these are things to take up my time and money.
Full house is on, and the weather is great.
I just got back from trying to pawn a couple of bikes
I found in this yard. I also "purchased" a pumpkin.
Amy and I are hanging out tonight, cant wait.

Well, i finally got a live journal. This is my first day. Basically ive never had a journal, but there are things that happen to me daily that are very life changing that I wish i had written down. Id love to catch up on all the occurrences that have sculpted my life just in the past few months, really. I feel like since ive met my girl all these things have happened, shes my charm i guess. Fishing has been so so this week. Ive been on a steady roll with catching decent sized bass, but im ready to hook into a musky when it gets colder.

Current Location: Deck
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Plans, deathcab.